Fine I admit it -I've liked him since last october,but never told a soul.What would everyone think?
The consequences would be horrific,Kind of like the gas prices.
And Anna has a major crush on him,and so of course I let her rant on about it every day,never letting on that hey maybe I liked him?
Then last night at the party,at the end,Pat pushed me onto John/John's bed,and I wound up just laying on him,thinking how good he smelled.And he held me,and we mumbled about relationships and summer and my crazy mother,and all I wanted to do was pull the covers over us and kiss him hard,like in all those Dashboard songs.
But I can't!!!Anna would KILL me if she even knew about the whole lying in bed togther thing.
So obviously this is one crush that is doomed to remain a crush forever and always.
Fuckage.
All last night,I was so restless and couldn't sleep,all I could think of was him and how great it was just to feel his hand resting in the small of my back.
And how much I want to let go of all reservations and just make out with him.Or at least do something with him,like sip chai tea or play paintball or swim in the fountain downtown...
AH!
I hate this feeling of wanting and hopelessness.I mean,let's be honest -I gets the guys.All but this one.
And it isn't fair,dammit...
Never mind that Tom refuses to let me break up with him,so I'm still attached,making this even more of a bad thing.
Can't Take My Eyes Off of You ~Frankie Vallie
Can't Take My Eyes Off of You ~Frankie Vallie
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay...
I'm such a sucker for that song.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay...
I'm such a sucker for that song.