you lied to me and i'm sick of it.
i'm sick of pretending that i don't care.
i had so much hope that maybe just for once someting would work out for me.
i can't believe you would do that to me.
but then again you're a self-absorbed asshole.
why did i think it would be different for me?!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
i really hope i don't hit you come monday.
because i know i won't stop once i get started.
fuck you!!
i ahte boys!
all they ever do is SCREW ME OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it!
and each time
i think it will be different
but it isn't
and i hate them.
because i know i won't stop once i get started.
fuck you!!
i ahte boys!
all they ever do is SCREW ME OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it!
and each time
i think it will be different
but it isn't
and i hate them.
i need to break something.